Rummaging through the papers ... II
Fandoom : Original. Ai Oboete Imasuka? 5th Generation Title: Barataria between Croats and Warning: Incest, brother x sister relationship couple: Lance x Natalie. Revelation Part I Having fifteen years is somewhat complicated, and I was not talking exclusively about how difficult it was to start school and all decisions The company began gradually assert yourself. It was quite a headache and a myriad of new experiences, I felt like his body changed, her movements descortinaban, his arms grew, her legs, His voice became more serious ... and got out of control hormones. It was no longer just a game or imitate Hayden girls now if it were fixed, slowly had begun to stop being 'aww Hayden's little brother' to begin to be known as the Lance Katsuragi. Not that it bothered him, he had always greatly pleased to be the center of attention, and could say blatantly that his best friend and he never went unnoticed. The shadow of his brothers and simply did not exist in high school, as Christopher had graduated last year and now was starting college. But even then, felt he could not have total control over your life ... I felt she was drowning in his own feelings ... that all this sudden freedom was nothing more than a mockery of fate . Because I could not enjoy it. was the youngest of three brothers. With his older brother had for seven years, so now he had veintidósy no longer lived at home with them. Hayden was a really cool person, was not 'Mr. Perfection' as Christopher, but he was amazing in all other respects, he owned an impressive honesty and rawness, I was free and no one could put the brakes, Hayden is one of those people that if they want something, go for it and the rest of the world to rot. And did you ever step foot back on earth, you gave an insult and it was as if the divine light gets to your brain and you realized that ... the truth, things are not so terrible, and that if so, then send it to the devil that the worry is that stupid. I had always admired and aspired to become like him, but no matter how he tried during his childhood, the gap between them was always too big, and just lay back. Then, four years older than he is Christopher, 'the genius of the family' is something strange guy, too perfect. Perfect grades, perfect manners, good character, never gets upset, infinite patience, great athlete, with good voice acting is good in math, biology ... is a person completely irritating. Completely perfect, though I've never met a girlfriend. And he is not perfect or great, in fact, no matter what I do, it is not perfect or great as them because he is smaller. They are older, they were before, they did it first and for years, instead of being Lance for all the girls was always "Awww, Hayden's little brother" "No, Christopher, I think that guy they do not even relate to us, it's almost like a separate entity. I think the only one that really endures is Natalie- from their parents what could I say? His mother was neurotically overprotective, loving, a somewhat rare combination confundíay his father always was an optimist, cheerful and never found out anything ... or if she actually spent in It was almost a kid. None of them understood the concept of privacy or freedom of expression, they were always about punishment. But seriously, punishing them was like a hobby of both 'punish Lance', I was sure that was not even because a child was too complicated, which, we compared with Hayden he was a bread of God, an angel, Quite to his frustration freed him. As with Hayden never find it (I doubt if you want your older brother would listen) retaliated with him. "Because they could not retaliate with Christopher, he was so damn perfect that even doubted that he had been punished once in their life," And no, it would become a hypocrite like him, his brother was a elderly within the body of a child, totally formal, serious and perfect ... irritating. And Finally, the reason for all its complications, though ... not that it was something bad or negative, not at all ... or maybe you do, who knows. It was confusing. Problem . Not bad as the reprobate in his notebook, his mother's prohibitions or punishments, it is not bad as being on a diet, but it is complicated. Difficult. OK? Love was . But not just any girl. How could any girl if he has managed Him? It measures about ten inches unless he comes a little above shoulder height, he can look at and get lost in the depth of those green and blue eyes, glassy and bright. His hands, infinitely smaller than yours, owner of a soft and possesses a soothing delicacy and fragility. You can take them and feel at peace. His voice is smooth and even angry when this does not seem too hard. Have infinite patience with the more asshole Ely behave with it, the more you enjoy it, because your little angel looks at him first censorship, furrowing his brow slightly blonde, then causing puckering forming a small daisies in your cheeks to soon be out laughing and say, "Lance!". And if anything happened, if he was punished, if his mother lost patience with him, anything, she always, but always knew the exact words to say to lift your mood. She is great, just wonderful, always there to help. Theirs would be perfect ... seriously, could . If it were not her twin. And this feeling was just ... sick. But how could a love so pure wrong? Because he loved her, as nothing ... or everything together in this universe and more. He loved her so much that just did not know what to do with this feeling, which was overflowing, flowing from every pore of his being. was not able to determine the exact moment it happened, where this feeling began to throb in his heart ... probably always was, always wanted to Natalie more than anything another person, but now the feeling is flushed as he realized the magnitude of this. She always said it, which is slow for everything related to feelings, it was as if they will go through his body and realized only the months that happened. As was already finished, packed and overwhelmed by them, when I had nothing else to do. There, he recently became aware. Not before, I could never stop them because only noticed when they no longer let him breathe, when I choked for listening. When you simply could not ignore. were born together. Natalie and Lance, a formula unchanged. Natalie, Lance, Lance, Natalie, whatever, but together, always together. Always next to each other, like twins they were. Took their first steps together and drooled together in the home - or maybe the drooling and asleep clutching her teddy bear attached to it well, as evidenced by the pictures, "There was no I remember in your mind that does not include her beloved sister in it, kindergarten, primary, secondary school ... now. He has always remembered that feeling I had small to be your hero to protect, not to let anything happen ... although sometimes I end up putting it in more of a problem and it was she who cared for him. Wanted to become their hero ... or your Prince Charming, who prefer Natalie. was normal, innate in him worry about it. Always on the lookout, it was her twin. It was not even the only one sobreprotegía, Hayden, Christopher and his father also cared too much, was the only woman in the family besides his mother and had a health frá ; gil that's why-were-was always on the lookout for her. To be entertained, eat well, do not trip on anything ... that no partner will play a little joke, to sleep enough hours. It was punk, loves getting into trouble, making jokes, doing stupid things ... but still, Natalie was always first. Unconsciously, I had always thought of her twin as 'theirs', did not like to share, I wanted to be the center of atencióny the person she loved most like-O, perhaps not previously thought exactly the same as now ... probably was a love ... innocent. Not so complicated ... without so many hormones in the middle. was just brotherly love. He just wanted her to laugh with him, to share his secrets and his heart, that when people around her or the kids approached him, I do aside to go to him ... If he was ill, that he might stay with her until late and help. Although it could never help as much as Christopher, the perfect little boy, taking the temperature, I knew that drugs him, made him food, he took her to bed ... Well, perhaps it would never be of much use as 'Mr. Perfect', but he liked to be there for her, be the sun in the life Natalie. something completely normal. Right? Or so he liked to think that was normal . (But know that it is not) tried to put your mind in order, but was still completely unable to conceive the situation without feeling disgust and shame of himself. I did not want to name, did not want to call it somehow ... because it was end to accept that something was wrong with him. And just wanted to be normal . (But normal people are not falling for his sister. "In her twin. Right?)
did not want to be a phenomenon or a patient. But it was. He realized he was in love because the feeling was so, so big it did not seem to fit in your heart, even in his body and was going to explode. Sensed there was something abnormal in it for the first time that when he went with Natalie to the warm pool of the mansion, and his eyes were not separated from the turquoise blue bikini she wore, how well it suited him that with the white color of their skin, and as I felt that was lost in the curves of the body of her sister . And he realized that of how and looked at what was causing, he threw a dip pool and wanted to die right there. was-your-sister . It was not even able to look at the next fifteen minutes. It goes. The next few weeks. "Even today, a little ashamed of her eyes- And there began his nightmare: He realized . He began to notice that ... the unconscious was a traitor. He liked to exercise at home, if a house of magnates can simply be called home. It was very important to keep in shape and nurture your body, and it was something simple and that his father had a full gym in one of the rooms, machines and accessories are bought only because my mother hated her father went to the public, which was good because it saves you from having to go Ella them. Then, he liked to exercise at home, and usually only made them carrying a pair of overalls and no shirt above. And one day Natalie discovered spying, and was observed to himself teasing and praising her shyness, although lived with four men, three of whom were walking shirtless provided by house is not used. And then he remembered what the pool, and again realized what I did ... and wanted to jump out the window or take a hit against the wall. That was only a name, and it was not pretty: Incest . And it was worse. It was progressively getting worse and escaped his hands. St. Valentine was a date that had always liked, Valentine's Day, a day where he received chocolates and letters per million. He admitted that in primary and secondary schools 89% of the things we received came from the partners of Hayden and Christopher, for the simple fact to be the little brother of them and be considered soft. - 'Awww Hayden' little brother "But this year, far from enjoying their new and renewed popularity away from the shadow of his brothers ... became unbearable. physical changes, hormones, adolescence everything began to ask your body ... it was causing too Natalie. He discovered that bothered him ... No, even worse, he disliked seeing all those guys swarming around her sister. He was irritated to see how she would smile sweetly and I spent a few words that caused them to leave, unable to decipher what they decíao whether rejected or not because the expression of all was anything but disappointment. It was so irritating. It was not even able to taste the chocolate cherries in a decent cognac-and what he liked, and this scene was repeated one, two, three ... countless times throughout the day he sentenced ú ; nico got out to have a weight in the stomach and a bitter taste in your throat. And when things were by Natalie at his locker when out and saw a lot of letters, feeling the weight of their feelings and the dark feeling of anger flooded, making hate all this damn tradition ... and also "What is not supposed to be the girls who are declared?" he air growled, folding his arms and causing Annalisse laugh hard, and Natalie to shrink a little. "Really?" Le seconded John, his best friend of all life, frowning and taking the letters from his sister in his hands and stacking, while She blushed even more by noting the number of cards they were. "Luckily Derek is not as possessive as you are" fun Annalisse said, referring his older brother, as he removed the letters to John of his hands and put them in your bag premium. "Son of Natalie, do not want the break" excused himself, winking, and then look back at Lance, who continued enfuruñado. "Do not be outdated, Lance, if you want to woo her and spoiled on this date ... it's a free woman, can-do " And she was right. His cousin was right irritating. As always. could. If they wanted they could do . If one of those guys who got a letter in that box would approach his sister and ask her out, could do . If I wanted to kiss her or ask her to marry, or do things he could only dream they could do . that was exactly the problem. He could not. Not like them. He was her brother. If the attempt to do something that they did, I had two choices, while not cross the line, go-as far as the brother-loving Natalie possessive ... or if decidíaa cross, as a complete pervert. And he had no choice, if he were to call out his discovery 'I'm in love with Natalie' the first thing I would do is take him to a psychiatrist, treated as a patient, it ... her life would plummet, the entire society ... his own sister would move away from him ... Hayden ... I did not want to think about the reaction of conservative or backward Hayden Christopher. Not to mention their parents and 'the rest'. It was something intricately complicated. And so was he, in his body, trapped with this immense feeling and not knowing what to do. It is as if he could go and tell somebody to receive some kind of guidance without arming suspicions without being exposed ... without loosing their own way to Hell. And so, as the words of Analisse made the magnitude of the issue came on his shoulders (?), Because at the mere possibility of success of some of those guys felt his chest began to hurt, as his heart ; as twisted and was terrified. Helpless. And do not detendríaa reasons why it meant so much, I just knew that I got in a good ... Lioy should start thinking about it. (which was never has gone very well) Lance was not a brilliant student, even model. If we are completely honest, if it were not for Christopher Diaye chasing him, almost overnight, to keep their qualifications relatively acceptable and Natalie help him repeatedly with some answers to the tests, it might have failed more than any branch in her lifetime, and perhaps even more than a year. Think and think very hard things Katsuragi Lance did not hit at all. Ever 'think' and 'reflect' have been in the way of life of him whom he preferred the spontaneity, sincerity and thus unfolded, always openly and getting ever more so leg irremediable. So have to start well analyze what hell was going on with him, it was almost a historical event. Because there should be nothing wrong with it, there was nothing wrong with his brothers either ... not that there was something wrong with their parents or relatives. Granted, their parents cousins, first cousins, but that did not have to mean that he felt an inclination toward incest, right? It was his sister! (I could not just go and admit it was a deviant, right?) had to lock himself in his habitacióny put all the cards on the table, unconscious and almost consciously knowing what was wrong ; to but terrified of having to accept finish. "Because let's face it, what would you accept to serve was in love with her twin, if knew beforehand that it was impossible, sick, perverted and that he probably would end up screwing up and she away from him? - So, strove forces because it was something else. But what? This is what is asked himself before all this evidence, while reflecting the Indian sitting in the middle of its king, seeing the full length mirror that was right in front, was an attractive guy, he likes to see their reflection - And little by little, a small glimmer of hope began to form in his head, that convincing self Yes, it was something else and he was not in love with her twin, after all "It is reasonable to worry about it" is said aloud "It's my twin, and I'm always with her & rdquo ; insisted, while justified jealousy and depression I felt when Natalie was with other boys was a feeling that too many brothers felt, and that was when the handle of his turn door, almost as in the case of a movie in slow motion, leaving the bedroom, not knowing mute how-known that the person who was to enter was Natalie. "Lance" And every color rose to her face, as if it had been discovered in flagrante in some mischief, throwing himself back against his pillows and put one on his face so that she would not notice ... but it just being exposed. The blonde just tilt her head slightly and raised an eyebrow missed. "Lance?" now as a question before this strange behavior. "What matter? " He asked, his back still in bed and taking off the pillow face, as he began to puff to regain their color, throwing a bit of wind. Natalie laughed, walking into the bedroom and going to bed by his brother, as he looked around for the cause of embarrassment for him. "What were you doing?" asked with a malicious tone, while gently smiled only she could do both things at once-" were seeing 'those' magazines, right? "accused, as he sat on the bed and took him shoulder forcing him to turn and see if he was hiding something behind. Blinked, seeing nothing, directing his eyes now was the edge of the bed ... "Angie! Of course not! " yelled blushing even more than before, grabbing her arm before it occurred to sniff under her bed, causing her to laugh and his eyes half open. "Okay, okay, So what did you do? " asked, seeing that the Tele were the stereo off, the notebook closed and lying on the desk mp4 many footsteps of his brother. "thought" "..." And his answer was that the blonde look to his twin for a few seconds almost in disbelief, then laughed and added "" , Seriously, and why? " And that was almost a mockery cheeky. Lance frowned, his chin lifted slightly in a gesture of pride "What, you think you doubt?" asked, offended. Middle seriously, half jokingly, daring to look. But she just kept her smile and refused. "That does not answer my question, Lance" This grinned with his lips, defeated, raising his eyes to the ceiling as he felt his heart began to pump harder, Quick painfully and anxious about the situation. So it seemed that his sister podríaa get to hear the tum-tum your heartbeat ... if it were not the same feeling that it was implausible and stupid. "When a girl is declared, no matter how nervous I was, I never hear anything-I look at Natalie Angelique Angelique-Katsuragi, what his name was not beautiful? told by one or another name indiscriminately for a few seconds, and felt the blood slowly rose to his cheeks and recognized himself who has never been too good to lie or deceive people-Reason why his parents always knew where he was the cause of something, almost betrayed alone, guilt and your conscience just will not leave them alone .- And as always, she was able to interpret his silence. "You thought a girl" Nat ventured, his voice so soft and serene as ever and that gentle smile on his lips, bringing one of his hands and letting it drop on the blond hair of his twin, causing it to return to blush and take one hand behind his neck in a clear nervous tic, which she took as a yes. "That's a yes ..." He grimaced again with his lips have fallen into evidence, feeling as painfully nervous and panicked, the desolation n began to seize him. 'Think, think, think' self demanded loudly, knowing that in the normal order of things, not Natalie was hiding something ... at least not so obvious. So what was left out? Her turquoise eyes looked to the same tone in her face, knowing that she expected something from him ... But what you might say? Which may tell you not to cause her to stay away from him ... And every time he needed more oxygen to breathe and began to feel his head spinning ... "Shhh ... & rdquo ;
Natalie gently pulled him towards her and settling her head on his shoulder, stroking her hair gently, to reassure him, putting his free hand on the back Lance and giving leisurely and relaxing touch. He closed his eyes carried away by the tranquility she offered, feeling as he tore a little more ... "... I'm ... I'm just trying to figure out if I like or not a girl " confessed without realizing it until he said the words left her lips completely, distressed and with his lower lip trembling slightly. I felt the warmth of his sister and was completely intoxicating it ... "I do not know how to know " murmured meekly. And Natalie was silent for several seconds, while moving his hands through his hair from his brother, thoughtfully, and finally add "Well, Lance ... if you're not obsessed with video games, it means you like a girl " and while this phrase left his lips, let the hair of his brother and slightly separated from each other in order to look into his eyes while waiting for a response. S i 're not obsessed with video games . Those words echoed too strong in his brain, because when was the last time I take your Nintendo Wii, X-box? Not to mention the Nintendo 64 or Playstation 2. He had not even played any of their computer games in the last two weeks, and that as always, his father had bought a new pair. Although that did not have to mean anything As much as they crave before playing! Lance turquoise eyes rested on hers determined, causing Angie shrinks a little and look confused. "Let's Play Zelda" sentenced to a serious and determined grin, causing her to burst into laughter. "Lance!" Angie could barely speak for laughing "But what's wrong?" What's wrong? Everything, Natalie, has nothing good. We are brothers. "Let's Play Zelda" repeated the blonde unanswered, while gently took her arm and dragged out of his bedroom and headed for the game room, getting it merely limited to squint your eyes and smile with amusement. "Do I know?" "Natie, do not ask, streets and roads" was simple and sullen response he got from his brother, as he opened the habitacióny a TV ' n 40 "installed in the middle of the room, where there were only a few chairs, and several folded on the floor console welcomed him. Natalie was released gently, as he walked to the couch in the TV and settle. "Men ..." muttered, as he watched his brother install 64. But the activity that should have strengthened the bond of brotherhood that united him with Natalie, and he was still a child not noticed any special girl and was-not-love -of-its-twin had a completely different result ... and a completely unexpected invitation. "I can not believe you are so bad!" Lance laughed, laughing on the sofa, while the television was seen as a ball of yellow energy I came fully to the poor Link and heart last quarter of the bar disappeared while the words "GAME OVER" appear on the screen. Natalie and her brother looked a little ruefully, with a green 64-joystick in their hands. "I told you no good at these things ..." excused himself, as he pressed 'star' to skip all the initial introduction and play again, with some inner courage to the continuous teasing his twin. Lance is just smiled a little tenderness, and accommodate a lock Natie of hair behind her ear. "Come on, you got very far. It is a matter of having more patience and do not alter much " " Aha, yes, of course ... "she mumbled quietly " As if it were so easy you laughing at me side ... "Lance again laugh at that, hugging and kissing her sister affectionately on the cheek, while resting her head slightly to recharge it. "I can not laugh" Natalie smiled sweetly at those words, and his cheeks lightly stained pinkish tone. "Now we will win" stated she smiling, optimistic. His brother nodded at those words softly, looking with some desolate ocher-colored carpet. I had done it again . They had about three hours there locked up playing 'Zelda: Ocarina of Time' and his subconscious was sure I could spend two weeks without any problems ... But that smile. Natalie That smile made his heart race. His turquoise eyes examined her sideways, seeing the grin of total concentration at that time she had with her eyes on the video game, with her pigtails blue and blond hair hanging down on either side of the face , framing her face. Hermosa . It was so beautiful ... He removed his face his sister's shoulder and leaned against the back of the chair, arranging his arms over it, leaving one behind the shoulder of her sister. Like . And it was all revelation. No matter how much I deny, the writhing to seek other alternatives ... always reached the same conclusion, he felt sick. Have proven fatal ... It was ... not be possible to look that way to Natalie ... "Lance" her sister's voice made her thoughts and will see a eyes. "Pay attention, now you beat Ganondorf" "You wait for the right time" recommended without looking, focusing on the screen and at the blond elf climbed a tall tower to go to face the ultimate enemy. Natalie nodded vigorously, while dirigíaa Link to one of the corners of the stage and plunged into a kind of pin-pon with Ganondorf. And each ball of energy that returned, the word incest exploded in his head, he exploited as much as the way that tore at the screen. How much opportunities would? None. were brothers. "Which at this point, should have more than clear .- He had always dreamed of getting married, having children. Before that, having made good his youth, go all out to have many girls like Hayden, they fight over Ely then met the love of his life, and when that happened, she corresponded and shout together his love to the four winds. Presentaríaa is the parents, uncles, cousins ... "I WON!" Nat The sudden cry brought him back to reality, and a smile on his lips was born to see ASU sister with her arms high, the joystick on the head and a bright smile shining in her face, vei ; so happy to laugh. "I WON!" "Congratulations, Nat" held Lance, applauding several times, causing her to look at him with a frown. "What?" "Solo that? " " You want more? "asked me coldly " What? " " Because you laughed so much of my ... " the blonde nodded thoughtfully, then smiled innocently and embrace his brother by the shoulders, kissing him on the forehead, causing serious mental difficulties his twin. "To the movies, you pay" Oh, God. "I pay" accepted, stunned. Asking yourself what else should have done in his previous life to be living now like karma. Life previous ... Maybe in another life , Natalie and it was not perhaps brothers ... and their souls are twins, fated to be together. That's more believable than a penchant for incestuous relationships in your family? I doubted.
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