Hector More emo xDU
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Astico fries you buy. Salty taste gives me something of disgust, so the buttons. I walk alone in a crowded courtyard. Vagrancy. I am looking for Joel. After purchasing Lottchen leave, becausemet their friends. I did not want be with them.
Not that I sympathize and Shinichi Owen, I'm just not in the mood for being with them. Lotte gives me a headache with their jokes, along with Owen worsens.
He is the brother of Lonekke. While not appear. In fact, none of the children of Aunt Hikari seems. Physically it is a boy with white skin, blue eyes and black hair. With a superior smile always planted on his face. Arrogant and burlesque. He has an ego that it makes you wonder how such an ego on the planet. And is the guy who always Lottchen breaks her nose.
I said, is temperamental.
Shinichi other hand is the son of Uncle Kaisuke. A boy ... "Quiet? It makes you wonder why it is a friend of Lottchen and Owen. He has eyes of a strange color. Between silver and green. Does not draw much attention from the girls that always is hiding. It is very insecure, but try not to show it. Is sick. I've lost count of the things you need.
Ah. Right. And his hobby is to annoy Lottchen. Though his health, I think getting rid of the beating of the girl. It was he who named it witch.
I stop. It is the second round I give the place and no traces of Benji. I look at the sun directly to the center, go blind. Would be good if the sun could melt and get it over with my pathetic existence, I think. It's nice to dream sometimes.
- Any problem?
I look at the tree where he was detained. Smiled at his concern. He is the only person I know I can always tell. Is the most valuable of my life. I find our friendship, no matter how corny it sounds magical.
- No, not this one. And you?
- Not that I know. Pitching
when I answer and I keep looking at the sun. In silence. I like the silence between friends. Or rather, I like being in silence with Benji at my side. A cloud covered the sun. Say that the temperature of that mass of helium is more than five and some millions or billions of degrees. How does it feel to be burning? Not in the sun. I doubt you feel something, but once you hear that people set themselves on fire do not die instantly.
- lizard look like the Sun, ET
- Thanks.
- Today was your sister to get you to the salon.
That comment was sudden and strange.
- Yes? What did you want?
- I had no money for the collation.
Road to the cafeteria if Shaylee and Jared are there. I have plenty of money to them. In fact, I have never spent a dime of the money that comes into my hands. Benji joke that if I so, before you finish school I'll be a millionaire.
- What did you do with
annoying blonde funny name?
I looked askance surprised that we've seen. It made me think if you do not also run classes. Although not ask.
- also took her out of school.
- Why?
- He broke the nose of Owen ... again - I say this in an ironic tone that makes him laugh.
And they're not anywhere. Or in the cafeteria, or on the patio. I do not know why I bother. Sure they managed without me. Typical. I've never been a good big brother. Or rather, I've never been a big brother. Was four years old when they were born, and unlike most, I'm glad. It would be the older brother and uncle Matt. But I got scared.
Sakuya and Azael not separated from them at any time. I felt excluded. Seeing the closeness of my parents with them I realized that not pertenecĂaa that family. Absurd, perhaps. I had no relationship with my parents, and how they themselves could not have it with them. The away. Create a barrier between us. So I can hardly speak. They must think I'm a damn.
A bloody that even care about them, though. I help whenever I can, but do not find out. If requested, I agree. While there I go, talk or play with them, beyond greetings. I'm a damn, I know.
- I found you, ET!
I look at the point where I was looking at Benji, and I see them. Sitting on a bench. Jared eating a chocolate, staining all over her face. And Shaylee sitting beside him, scolding him. Both looking at the basketball court in front of them, where Daniel and Sycke played. And the boy to an amazing dunk. Daniel is the younger brother of Owen and Lonekke.
the perfect man, they say many women. Some of my games say it's a shame that is so small. Others do not care. It is an excellent student, neat freak, good in all sports, like the danger is serious, kind, is attentive, unlike Owen, not scream from the rooftops that it is "exceptional." Oh, yeah. It is also green-eyed blonde. And with excellent physical condition. What else do you want?comes up to make them jealous. A Kyle down a little self-esteem little Daniel, as if they were the same age would monopolize the attention of all, I think I'm glad it seven years lower.
small
Although Daniel has nothing, it is customary even tell me so. Because Lonekke brother always watch over him when he drinks. It was a tender child. Currently he is the perfect manand is about to measure what I do.
Sycke Slam Dunks And now cleanly.
smiled when I held the girl happy. She is beautiful. View it gives me tenderness. It is delicate, but I like rough sports. It has a very lively blue eyes, long black hair and a half back, except when he plays, as now, it has tied up.Oh, and Sycke is Shinichi's younger sister, who has an impressive memory of his brother remedies. Joel
me back to reality.
- we?
I look askance.
Jared is eating, do not need to spend their money now. And I refuse dump.
- Where do you think that you, ET?
- Living room.
- But if there are your brothers, seeing fair play annoying
against the girlsurveys.
'Rubio annoying' is Daniel, 'Girl of the surveys' is Sycke. Benji usually put names to all, I think it hard names, or if it is not rare.- If you know. But I ate. No?
- No.
And pushed me further.
I was surprised.was low.
I dislocated.
Enough not to realize exactly what it was until I was Shaylee emerald eyes front.
Very surprised.
- Hector?
not react.
I'm stunned. I think maybe it should be a fucking with more energy and not have worried about them, I should not act impulsively when I heard Benji and go looking for them, I should not leave to accompany me, now I should not get out of bed and thus saved me the embarrassment I am now going on.
- Hector Hello brothers! - Benji cries in greeting, appearing behind me.
- Hi Joel - Jared answered in unison and Shaylee.
My hands are shaking when he heard their voices. Not managed to say anything. Joel puts his hands on my shoulders. He wants me to relax. I feel that I always know he knows me so well. I know that's hard to be here why? That stops me from being in front of my brothers.
Moreover if there are others fences. More if these people are also familiar. I am afraid that I deem to be a bad brother. Talk to me. That thought makes me very nervous. Joel
catches my arms and smiling added:
- I told Hector that he was wanted, and ran to fetch!
I blush. I think my hands began to tremble too. My cheeks burned. Could have saved that comment. For now the four look at me.Aja. Daniel Sycke and stopped playing.
- Really? - Shaylee question.
not look at her. Take my hands to my pockets and take out the money. I give it and I have to go.
When I stop.
- What's this?
- For the collation.
smiles I see like me. I returned the blush.
- Thank you, Hector.
- Thanks bro! Jared
banking rose dangerously approaching
me. Joel took his arm, and with his family surrounding me with a funny grin on his face.
- Better go buy some food before the end of the recess. Did not, ET?
- Aja.
- Thanks again, Hector
- It was nothing.
- Even so, thank you, Hector! - Shaylee smiling insists did not have to bother.
people do not understand. Less if they are. He said he "did not to bother, 'though they are my brothers. I did not answer anything. But I wanted to digest something because she kept looking at me.
ring.
save me figure out where it would end the conversation.
- Come on, Benji.laughed. I think he enjoys seeing me suffer in front of my brothers. He is rare.
- Hurry to eat!
- Sure, we, Joel, Hector - Jared says goodbye.
- Goodbye Hector, Joel!
- Bye,
girls.and without releasing the arm, dragged me down the stairs. I smiled. And I spend an arm around my shoulders, squeezing one of my cheeks.
That's annoying. Annoying and painful. But Benji. So I quit.
- That was cute, ET!
- .. It was nothing.
- you blush!
- Lie.
- And you are more red!
- Shut up. - Bufo.
Me Loose.
I get scared.
- You hurt my feelings! - Sobs
paralyzed me.I stay silent.
'm a moron. I start to feel horribly guilty. I must learn to keep my big mouth shut.
- Not ... - Start, but Benji interrupted me.
- Your intent I know.
was serious now. Angry Is open?
shakes his head, sighing.
- Do not take things too seriously, ET
Blink. Miro
smile. I calm down. Was. Not that I thought he might be angry with me. This is Benji. My best friend.
smiled back.
- Now, go, go, hasten or arrive late and we can not enter.
- Yes!
started running toward the stairs, but a cry stopped us.
- Pullman!
Someone looking for me.
I am lying in bed. With my eyes closed, thinking. Thinking of anything specific. Or maybe you do, what would be the most appropriate way to die. Bathe me a while ago, so my hair still wet paste to face. The window is open, so that goes into a cool breeze. I have cold, but I have no courage to get up and close. Nor had the courage to finish getting dressed. If not for my boxer would be naked. I look at my pale arms and other scars. In the right forearm a little 'brand India' threatening to continue to bleed. I winced.
knock on the door. Do not move a muscle to that. I'm not interested, insurance is Azael Sakuya or wanting me one of his typical speeches of 'you should pay attention in class' and they have gone with the news of the morning.
strike again.
- Hector
My eyes now look at the door surprised. That was the voice of Shaylee.
- Yes? - Answer, out of doubt.
- I can go?
- Yes
Listen as he moved the handle of the door, but did not open. Had insurance.
- This closed.
I know, genius. Bufo
a bit lazy and frightening all I had, I got up and opened it.
- Pasa. - Said making me aside.
Activity. I looked, and soon had his face the color of a ripe tomato. I laughed remembering that it was nothing more boxer. Refused to play it down and pull me back in bed, saying nothing.
Although that if, without opening my eyes off her. He was still grieving. And nervous. I rolled my eyes.
- What?
- ... Hey ... thanks for the money ...
- It was nothing. Neglected.
- Yes, but still ...
I close my fist and I purse a little frown. Is starting to bother me much thanks. Not that I liked that I appreciated what I do, if not already thanked me a lot and makes me feel as if what I did was something unprecedented. Like a monster that se preocupa por nadie.
-- ¿Qué?
-- Fue muy importante para mí que te preocuparas por nosotros.
Algo se movió en mi interior cuando escuche sus palabras. Las sentí como un golpe de electricidad, un sentimiento indescifrable me lleno el pecho, algo que logra descolocar…
Que me descolocó, digamos. Me mato. Me liquido. Jamás lo espere. Podría contestar algo. Que siempre me ha importado.
Darle un abrazo, quizás.
But I dare not.
I can not. Do not react. I'm not moving. No nothing.
- Ah ... well - I managed to say,
- What happened to you?
I see not catching your question.
- What?
- Here ... - pointing to my arm, which had the 'mark of the Indians' recent. The look. I ask for asking, I'm sure. He knows. It is my hobby.
- Nerves.
I see you die lip. I raise an eyebrow but did not ask anything.
- no use whatever thank you come?
- ... No
- So?- I saw ...
- Did you see me?
- I saw you talking with the music teacher at the end of recess.
- And?
- What do you want?
I raise an eyebrow at the question.
- I can know it?
- I asked to return to the music workshop.
- Really?
I do not bother to reply.
- Great!
- Do not accept.
- What, why?
- No catches my attention.
- But if you love to play ... you
- Not anymore. - Answered sharply.
I did not want to reflect on that topic. Currently it is taboo for me. Jinsei Since my grandfather died I have not play any instruments. He was the only one listening.
Matthew is not that guy know about my hobby. O Had I known, I should say. I never told anyone of any contest, show or presentation to have, only my grandfather.
Now without it, no gloss.
O
emotion. Whatever.Not to mention that all my tunes to remind the Lonekke.
And just speaks to me. Yes
Definitely. I no longer excited about playing an instrument. Although it is my innate gift
as the professor says.
- should give you a chance ... - Shaylee's voice took me out of my thoughts. I think the panic, because then you look at it, came quickly from the room.
"Give me a chance? Perhaps
accept to play on the show who offered me. But the workshop. Why accept the love I have for the Lord. Not because I miss the stage or the piano.
No, just for the love I have for the Lord. Only
that. Nothing more than that.
hope.
- Teacher.
- Hector -
smiled slightly. This teacher calls my name, for the love of me.
- What gives you, Hector? Did you think?
- Yes I agree to go to the show, but not
back to the workshop.- Why?
- I have no mood for - dry answer.
note that makes a face of frustration with my answer. Want to come back, I'm his best student.
- something happens?
- The usual. But you do not worry.
'The usual' do not respond at all, because he knows what it is. But I would not go into details, nor could lie and answer 'No' because I'm not lying, or deception.
is hard not to lie. I promised never to do it, and my word is the most valuable thing I have. Sometimes telling the truth is uncomfortable, but it's better that way. If I tell the truth gets into trouble with people and stop talking to me, not now do so.
- Do not want to talk to me?
I see the teacher's face. This concern, which makes me feel weird.
- No, thanks.
- could help.
- No, thanks. Again
has that look of frustration on his face.
- Okay ... I'm glad I agreed to go to the sample.
- Thanks.
- will be within three weeks. You must practice.
- I will.
- Have you heard that touch her?
nodded.
- What is it?
- Surprise. - Answered with a half smile on my lips.
- Okay, I will trust in your discretion.- always does. - I say.
- Why not give reasons for mistrust.He smiled.
- You and another girl in school are attending. - Who? - I do not think you know, is a year older than you. Hiwatari Ivanov Michelle ...
- Ah ...
was surprised. I do not know the girl, but I think we must be related. I remember that Uncle Matthew once told me that their best friends, Seiki Yostsuba Hiwatari Ivanov and married and left the country.
There are great opportunities this girl is the daughter of them.
could have returned.
This makes the sign of something much more interesting.
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